One little survivor

The nurse just called. Only 1 out of the 5 embryos have survived the thaw. I'm really heartbroken and scared right now. She'll call me tomorrow to let me know how it's doing and then the next day. Hopefully we'll know tomorrow if it's going to make it to transfer. I know they're growing it out to a blastocyst and it scares the living daylights out of me that it won't make it that far. I guess if it's not going to make it I'd rather know before they transfer it to me and go through the 10 days of hoping and praying. Either way if I can't do the transfer or it doesn't work we'll jump back into IVF as soon as we can. This is so frustrating. :-( I am praying for a Thanksgiving miracle.